Mehh

How come I read about people who have lost someone and they feel their presence yet nothing ever happens for me. Sometimes I cry and cry every night, cry myself to sleep, wake up remembering and start crying all over again. At night I even ask him to come to me be in my dreams, help me because I need him. But nothing. There's never anything! It all just hits me all over again just when I think things are getting back on track. I hate this.