ok

God knows how I found the courage but I actually went face to face and spoke to Robb today I apologised for what we last spoke about and basically told him that I was really going to try my best at the job because I love doing the job and don't want to lose it without trying again. He seemed quite pleased and surprised at the same time that I actually went to see him. He even said that he was greatful that I came to him.  So guess I am quite safe. For the now.