first entry 2014!

I have never been this relieved to see the end of a year! Worse year ever. Didn't think that was even possible! What a complete year from hell it has been! I only hope the next 6 months go in quicker! Every single day has dragged in since June. It has been a living nightmare. Some days I do wonder how the hell I even find the strength to get out of bed! Days off work are even worse. At least having work keeps me busy. I really would be completely at a loss without that job. Everyone needs something to keep them going. I do often wonder how much more I can take especially when I have the shitty days such as today! I just keep bursting into tears every 2minutes so it feels! Probably doesn't help my period is now due ¬_¬ still goodbye 2013 you fuckup of a year!