Dracona
Status: May the Water cleanse you, Air teach you, Fire drive you, and Earth be a foundation for you. Blessed Be.
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i feel very melon collie today.. i was going to write things down about how im feeling about stuff, but it just seems like im repeating myself... so i guess i wont. i dont even want to waste the...
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well... things are better the past couple days. austin is trying to be more concious of things that are going on. actually got up off the computer in the middle of a game to talk to me, and is making...
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im hurt. i feel alone. i feel numb. i dont know what to do. i dont have anywhere to go.the other day, with him knowing about my gambling problem, and what i am doing to fix it, he decided to play...
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Ok well, getting ready to go to work, nothing to do there but make money. no getting off early i guess... so i hope people win and are in good moods and feel like tippin today... LOL or at least,...
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ok, im mad at myself.i went and turned crazy gambling person again. so im done. banned myself from the local casinos, one of them shut down, so thats good too. and i have a friend, who has...
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while there are pluses to having moved into my new place, there are definately minuses as well. like since we moved, one of us, whether the baby or just someone in the household, has been sick or...
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I dont know whats goin on with me lately. i think it might be my birth control i just started taking. but i even called into work today, because of how i feel emotionally. Ive never done that. but...
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the constant "be nice baby" is getting to her, now mostly anyway, she gives hugs instead of beating other kids up. i think she got tired of the time outs, and realized people give her much more...
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OK, so i lied a bit, i still got a day or two of cleaning and bringing stuff in and setting it up. but im in a big huge house. so far so good. but its kinda funny. that me and austin seem to have a...
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I still havent done my fasfa for college for financial aid..... or worked out even once.....
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I should get my tax return tomarrow, im exited. so i can get things taken care of. then i will feel better about things. its been tough for me to get things done lately, little things, .like the...
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Stupid gambling... Stupid casinos... Stupid people... Stupid me... IM DONE. im tired of people complaining. im tired of myself, im tired of wanting to gamble, im tired of hoping people win so i can...
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wow. i really havent been around much. baby is practically walking now... and still INCREDIBLY cute. life isnt perfect, but it is DEFINATELY the best it has been in a couple years. I have plans and...
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finally got a new computer!!! oh so nice to be able to get on the internet and not have it go out or crash in the middle of writing or doing whatever. whew. so baby is doing great. if anyone wants to...
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such a very short time ago, i knew who i was, what i wanted, and where i was going. now i dont know. and i dont know how i lost that drive i had. now i just try to make it day by day. not sure if im...
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