YUCK AT MYSELF
ok, im mad at myself.
i went and turned crazy gambling person again. so im done. banned myself from the local casinos, one of them shut down, so thats good too. and i have a friend, who has practically the same work schedule i do, that is on the wagon with me. we did it together, so now there is no where we can gamble close by. and we are going to work together to do things other than gamble, and be more spiritual, spend time with the kids, work out, yoga, shopping. she is writing a script for a spoof zombie movie, and i LOVE doing video and directing, so we are going to do that this summer too. should be fun. but just got to catch up from yesterday....got to grind it out, and hope my paychecks cover my follies.
i went and turned crazy gambling person again. so im done. banned myself from the local casinos, one of them shut down, so thats good too. and i have a friend, who has practically the same work schedule i do, that is on the wagon with me. we did it together, so now there is no where we can gamble close by. and we are going to work together to do things other than gamble, and be more spiritual, spend time with the kids, work out, yoga, shopping. she is writing a script for a spoof zombie movie, and i LOVE doing video and directing, so we are going to do that this summer too. should be fun. but just got to catch up from yesterday....got to grind it out, and hope my paychecks cover my follies.
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I am a little confused. This sounds like a super positive journal in terms of finding alternative activities to gambling but it also sounds like you did some gambling also?
Are you in GA?
nope. not with my schedule. and i deal cards for a living, so it makes it more difficult. just dont look at money the same way anymore. my theroy is that my job messes with my subconcious, cause all you see is money in and money out in large amounts, and the value of a dollar ceases to exist anymore. very few dealers, do not have money problems, or gambling problems.