Dracona
Status: May the Water cleanse you, Air teach you, Fire drive you, and Earth be a foundation for you. Blessed Be.
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I haven't written in here in so long... I don't even know why I am now. Nothing seems to help. I tried meds even though I avoided them most of my life. nothing stops this awful crippling anxiety I am...
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I am suposed to write down all my morning thoughts as soon as i wake up. well, ive been awake for a minute, the child comes first but i still remember my dream and today is not a good wake up day. I...
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holy anxiety. im trying just to breathe right now, ive been succeeding all day, but damn. im shaking now, my heart is goin a million miles a minute. at this point i nearly feel that a mild heart...
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This morning i woke up with this sadness, well, ive had it, but it hit me this morning. im so tired. so exhausted. i feel guilty and sad, because of my current break up. ive never had a normal break...
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it seems im stuck in this circle, i just want it to end, but not in a bad way.i know this sounds crazy given my past pathological relationships. but i know austin, i know he loves me, i know he...
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I havent journaled much lately, and im such an idiot. i really am. Seems the deeper i dig into myself the more mistakes i make. its life, im trying to just let it go, at least i am salvaging my...
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i keep having health issues, i always hurt. i never sleep. no exaggeration, i go days without sleeping. i can lay in bed but i cant sleep. it feels like someone is smashing my face in to the pillow...
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im actually at a pretty stable point in my life right now... except my job apparently. i thought things were going well, then i get told the other week that i was fired, but that i was lucky my other...
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i want to write to get some things off my chest, but i feel like i have said it all before. so im just repeating myself. something needs to give.
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well, my roomate got fired. great. wonderful. rent is due now and i dont know how much of it she has, though im sure for this month she will come up with it, but what about next month? im scared. im...
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OK, i completed my financial aid form, now i just got to play the waiting game on actually attending classes. im scared, because i am horrible at math, and well, i have to get through calculus. and i...
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My pretty little girl, 18 months old now... is still biting. she started around 11 months old and hasnt stopped, and she knows she isnt suposed to. i have tried EVERYTHING. from time outs, to...
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I moved again... for the 4th time in the past 16 months about... i hope i stay where i am now! the place i was in wasnt what it seemed. there was mold growing in the walls. and the upstairs neighbors...
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my daughter wont stop biting...!!!!! i dont know what to do with her, some say it is a phase she will get over, but i just cringe when i think of taking her places. she bit some little girl at my...
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i feel very melon collie today.. i was going to write things down about how im feeling about stuff, but it just seems like im repeating myself... so i guess i wont. i dont even want to waste the...
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