DONE
Stupid gambling... Stupid casinos... Stupid people... Stupid me... IM DONE. im tired of people complaining. im tired of myself, im tired of wanting to gamble, im tired of hoping people win so i can get a tip, even though i know they have the same problem i do. im tired of it, day in, day out. i was tired a long time ago. but i need to do somthing about it. THIS YEAR... and you all hold me to this... I WILL ENROLL in college, and get as far as fast as i can... even if i have to drive out of town and sacrifice time with my child. I will get my credit back.... I will do more things i truly enjoy... and spend more time with friends... the good friends i have that have always been there. This is not a new years resolution... between the back pay the dooshbag dad owes me since i get his return, and my own tax return... i will have the money to get a jump start and start over, the right way. IM TIRED of not enjoying things, im tired of being out of touch with spiritual. things are better than they were, but im gonna be 30 soon. yeah, i know, still young, but exactly my point, i dont want to wait till 50 to buy a house, and have a GOOD stable job with benefits. SO EVERYONE< whenever you get the chance, please, just be as annoying as you can and ask me if i have done anything towards my goals... i know i havent been on here much, but i need to now... i cant do this anymore. im tired of myself as i am. i should have so much to look forward to.
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go for it dracona- you are right start living your life-time goes by before you know it.
T,
Cloris is right, seems like I was 30 yesterday and now Im 43. eeeekkkkk. LOL welcome back.
Tessa
We are here for you Dracona !
so far tax return should be at least 5g, plus the 3-4g i get from dooshbags return... its a good start. and i made so little last year that i qualify for a year of school for free im sure. get my w-2 on the 27th. and once i get the money im goin online to the fasfa... then to the college once it approves. thanks everyone.
i know time goes by so fast. i feel like ive wasted so much of my life already. time to live while im still young, the right way.
I support you 100%. I did not finish college until I was in my 30\'s. It is totally doable!
I\'ve had faith in you from Day 1. You can do it...you\'ve done more than most do in a lifetime. You inspire me. Let that count for something, because I used to be completely uninspirable....LOL. Hope you and Ariyah are doing well.
love and hugs, Brigette
I am proud of you for making this decision. And you have the visualization skill s to help see it through, you know. But I will help any way I can. Sending positive energy!
taxes done... on to the next step... thanks everyone... i really need to do this!!!
my life is at the best point its been in years, and i wont get a better chance to start this.