Dracona
Status: May the Water cleanse you, Air teach you, Fire drive you, and Earth be a foundation for you. Blessed Be.
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not gambling today
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i will not gamble today, im not going to, not today, not going to not going to nope no no no. going to get food for horses, going to lunch, going to bank, thats it. ugh, while...
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yesterday was really hard, i was having some anxiety problems or something. this depression, i dont know if its because of the gambling, or visa versa, or both. sometimes it seems if i can fix one,...
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holy anxiety. im trying just to breathe right now, ive been succeeding all day, but damn. im shaking now, my heart is goin a million miles a minute. at this point i nearly feel that a mild heart...
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This morning i woke up with this sadness, well, ive had it, but it hit me this morning. im so tired. so exhausted. i feel guilty and sad, because of my current break up. ive never had a normal break...
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it seems im stuck in this circle, i just want it to end, but not in a bad way.i know this sounds crazy given my past pathological relationships. but i know austin, i know he loves me, i know he...
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I havent journaled much lately, and im such an idiot. i really am. Seems the deeper i dig into myself the more mistakes i make. its life, im trying to just let it go, at least i am salvaging my...
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i keep having health issues, i always hurt. i never sleep. no exaggeration, i go days without sleeping. i can lay in bed but i cant sleep. it feels like someone is smashing my face in to the pillow...
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im actually at a pretty stable point in my life right now... except my job apparently. i thought things were going well, then i get told the other week that i was fired, but that i was lucky my other...
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i want to write to get some things off my chest, but i feel like i have said it all before. so im just repeating myself. something needs to give.
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well, my roomate got fired. great. wonderful. rent is due now and i dont know how much of it she has, though im sure for this month she will come up with it, but what about next month? im scared. im...
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OK, i completed my financial aid form, now i just got to play the waiting game on actually attending classes. im scared, because i am horrible at math, and well, i have to get through calculus. and i...
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My pretty little girl, 18 months old now... is still biting. she started around 11 months old and hasnt stopped, and she knows she isnt suposed to. i have tried EVERYTHING. from time outs, to...
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I moved again... for the 4th time in the past 16 months about... i hope i stay where i am now! the place i was in wasnt what it seemed. there was mold growing in the walls. and the upstairs neighbors...
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my daughter wont stop biting...!!!!! i dont know what to do with her, some say it is a phase she will get over, but i just cringe when i think of taking her places. she bit some little girl at my...
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