wolfdreamer2013
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- Hi I am 45 yrs old and suffer from major codependcy with all my immediate family.My worse is with my mother who is a alcoholic who has belittled me and done everything verbally and emotionally she could think of to make me look like a complete...
- Hi I just joined the group I seen it posted on another person's profile.And it really hit me I need to work on having and building healthy relationship.Most of my relationships have been either toxic as I put it or just basically a emotional roller...
- I know why I am alone but even though I know the reason it does not make it any easier for me.I dont trust people afraid of being hurt over and over again.And then I feel like there is nothing left of me to hurt anymore.But there must be cause I...
- I feel as if my emotions are all over but the main one is sadness.It started in on me over the weekend.And I just feel overwhelmed.I was having really bad thoughts and got up and cut all my long hair off and now my hair is like 3 inches all over my...
- I dont know what to do anymore I am full of so much hurt I feel my stomach is in knots.I am trying to make a life better for myself and all I have done is make it worse it seems.I have pushed everyone out of my life.My partner left me over a year...
- Right now I just feel like no one could understand my hurt and depression.I have tried and tried to get help went to therapy went to psych appointments.Was suppose to get put on another medication.I cant afford it my insurance does not cover the...
- Hi.I have not been on here for quite some time.I felt like I was doing fairly well.I had a episode happen tonight that really upset me.I was trying to be friends with a guy I met and he shut me down tonight and basically told me I was to much...
- Hi I was diagnosed with bipolar in 1991.I am now 44 yrs old.It has been a heck of a ride for me in over 20 yrs.I was hospitalized several times even homeless and living in two different residential facilities at one point in my life.I am stable...
- Hi everyone.I hope everyone is doing well.I am doing much better sense my medication got back into my system.I am calmer and the anger has gone away.I did not know that I have forgotten to take one of my anti depressants for a week.The bottle had...
- Hi when I posted last I was not doing that good.On a more positive note I got back on the med I had mistakenly had not taken.I am calmer and my mood is so much better.I have a more positive attitude and have been able to start making amends with...
- Hi joined this group the other night.I wanted to take time to think on what I wanted to put in my message before putting it on here.I loss my first loved one at the age of 9.This was my dad.I was so young and innocent I did not understand what death...
- Hi right now I just feel numb and in shock over what all has happen within the last two weeks.I started setting up my medication in a weekly container figured it would be easier to take them instead of digging out a bottle at a time.Without me...
- Hi everyone long time sense I was on DS.Not doing good and having a hard time coping with everything.I am having such issues that I am worried of hurting other peoples feeling like my mom and siblings so I am keeping my distance.I just had a...
- Hi I am new here.Its been a long time sense I have been on DS.I am really having a hard time coping with all thats going on in my life.And I am so mad so mad that I feel like I need to explode in order to get my anger out.I have swallowed and put up...
- I feel like I have pushed down so much hurt and anger most of my life.And now its starting to come out.I get so angry that it scares me at times.I am not a violent person but some things make me so angry that it makes me sick to my stomach and feel...