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Age: 74
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i am passionate about intimacy, authenticity, connecting with another person in a deep way, whether it be a momentary connection or a long term relationaship, i believe in integrity and being true to myself, as well as being true to others. but i usually feel separate and alone inside, \"different\" mostly due to severe PTSD resulting partly from being ill (sometimes mysteriously)and subjected to unneccessary surgeries and procedures for years. there was sexual abuse as a baby and probable munchausen by proxy. my beloved husband died from a rare, horrible form of cancer last year on new years eve. sick mother in another state. no other family. my 2 closest friends are in other states. husnd and i had been together 17 yrs, very close, total trust and openness, kind, affectionate relationship with much tenderness & respect for each other. not an \"equal partner\" relationship for many years, not sexual for 2 yrs. was much older than i. i have struggled with depression from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder since childhood. i am 55 and no one knew what was wrong with me until about 17 yrs ago. am intuitive yet logical, highly sensitive to others\' emotions, dynamics, thoughts, and needs. extremely empathic, too much for my own good! deep love and interest in the true being within each of us, no interest in superficiality, always looking beneath, profoundly interested in knowing the inner person. intense, passionate, caring about everyone.

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