so very late and not very happy ,wish i knew how to straighten it out ,i never know what is right or wrong i feel so lonely and  never  seem to feel there is a soul  to talk to ,i try to talk to my husband but  its useless its like he  feels  its the e ,i say listen to me and then i cry in frustration because what is the use ,i can  go to work and be  me because  not  many  knows that i have e so  i am  not treated like  i am different ,-but i dont really have friends  there i want  my husband as my  friend and someone to  share things  with , we are arguing constantly i just feel  alone and need a hug  and a you are ok shawn please ??????