sleeplees

how is that my yellow man,  I am again without sleep,  at times I can feel myself like slipping ,and how mad I get ,this occurs with the times I cant sleep.   then my husband and I had a few words , I asked him months ago  never use the e again to make me feel less normal because I hate it and get really angry.that is the only thing that cuts me deeply. as yellow man he knows how I hate this e and I pretend I am fine, I swallow pills  and do my best not to think of them.! so why when we argue as all do  does he have to say  o "there is a full moon" or your not on the same page with me. sometimes I feel so lonely with this and no one out there for I am not crazy I can get mad and it not be e , yes I cant sleep that is proably e hate it but I live with it.