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Status: You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. - Bob Marley
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"Love is action, love is work, and love is a decision." And it's a decision made not just once but *every day*. And if you decide through inaction or laziness to let it slide, to let it just slowly...
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So. I had a visitor two day's ago. My ex's mom. I'm still processing it, I think. It was both... harder and easier than I thought it would be. She's still pretty angry about her own divorce...
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“Do you know the most surprising thing about divorce? It doesn't actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart or a head-on car wreck. It should. When someone you've promised to cherish till death...
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One of my 'friends' on Facebook finally posted one velvet-covered snide comment too many (she's the one that back when D bomb first got dropped her response was to ask me privately what I'd done, had...
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It's a day now until my birthday, which means the year is nearly up, July 31st draws nigh, the time ticks away inexorably to that day, that morning, that hour, that fateful, hurtful, devastating...
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I had a disconcerting feeling last night at work. It actually made me stop and look around, puzzled, because it confused me, it had been so long since I'd felt it. I don't know why but for a few...
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Okay. Now it's been ***3 weeks*** since the divorce was supposed to be signed and there is STILL no sign of it. I realize that sometimes things happen, there might be a glut of paperwork or...
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Ugh. 8 days out now from the supposed date of signing (according to the previous round of paperwork). I don't know, maybe that's just the earliest possible date that a judge would be allowed to sign...
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Yeah, I know, I've been a complete slacker about posting on here. Partly it's due to work, November and December are our busiest months of the year and we were hitting 13 hours some...
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Friday I received an email from him saying that he'd filed the second round of paperwork and that it should be arriving in 1 to 2 weeks. Saturday after work when I checked the mail it was already...
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So I had a novel experience last night. For the first time since this all started I felt...indifference.During lunch I'd been quipping by text with a friend when they exceeded their text limit so...
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So I get to work today to find that he's wearing new clothes to go with his new hair, his new personality and his flat-chested, boy-shaped, two-faced tramp. The part that shook me is that they're not...
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Time does not bring relief (Sonnet II)by Edna St. Vincent Millay Time does not bring relief; you all have lied Who told me time would ease me of my pain! I miss him in the weeping of the rain; I want...
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I had a doctor's appointment this morning and I took a bus partway because I wanted to get in some walking and it looked to be shaping up to a nice day, brisk weather, leaves starting to turn (it's...
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I'd like to have a day, just ONE day, where I don't cry. It's October 27th now, getting really close to 3 months since The Bomb, and once the numbed shock wore off I've yet to have a day when I...
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