smiley-wink.gifHow do journal, feeling a little less sorry for myself today so i though that  i would choose the uplifting colour of yellow, even if it is a damn hard colour to read.......i  have jsut been on my miniature pig web site to gaze on those cute little animals again, one day i will own one even if it makes me the laughing stock of the place. I have collected pigs since i was a small kid, i think it all began with the fabulous miss piggy of the muppets, and it has continued in its entirity eversince. so obviously the pinnicle of my collection would be a real life pig. I will have to wait until my circumstances suit having such a pet but i cant wait. 'Tetley' was one of the first pigs i saw on the site and he was no bigger than a tea cup when he was born, i could expload with joy...........oink!!!!!.................My nasty cold is clearing up finally, but my ear is still blocked and my skin is dry has hell, cant have everything i suppose. I am getting comfort from one of my cats just now,'troi' she is the sooky one although she can be very aloof at times as well. Dali my other cat is a bit more laid back, mick says that she should be going about with a little propeller hat on, but  i wouldnt do without any of them. They are both about twelve now so they are old ladies of the cat world and i hope they are here for a long time to come.......................anxiety wise things arent too bad today, i think that i have been concentrating so much on my cold i havnt had time to worry about anything else, so lets hope it continues....................work wasnt to bad last week but needless to say i will be back on here cursing away when it does, its true what billy connelly says, us scots swear like it is second nature and sometimes there is no better way to get things off your chest...................ttfn journal speak soon