Weird dream update...last night i dreamt that i was back with my ex......shear hell..i was also in this lavish hotel with these weirdo rich people, who wanted to drive about and see the deprevation of all the poor people about, sickos....i had to go back to the hotel with my ex, but all i kept doing was try and get away from him. I kept thinking to myself, how the hell did i end up back here with him, i cant stand him..thankfully i soon woke up. I hate having fucked up dreams, but that is all i seem to get just now, where are the fluffy clouds and cute animals and adventures???? I may have to start reading enid blyton's books again lol.More small panic attacks at work again, i am trying not to give them any creadence but it is very hard, as the actress said to the bishop. TTfn