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So, I realized that there was a reason for me being extra emotional.  I had PMS.  I haven't had it like that in years.  I am in my mid-forties.  Not to diminish how hard MS is.  And it was that...

Suns out.  PMS passed?  Life is ok today.  I am even a bit joyful?  Thanks God.

I just don't get why it has been so hard lately.   My symptoms have been flaring up more than usual the past month.  The past week I have improved a bit.  I am just so tired.  I actually hate...

Today I am not so angry.  But for the past few weeks I have felt very angry.  Angry at this disease.  I have been super tired and every little thing has been hard.  Yesterday I think I over did...

I hate change.  Does any one really like change.  I like to know what is going to happen, when I am having dinner, etc..  I know change is constant.  The changes in my life prior to this...

Some times it is so hard to stay positive.  Especially when you are so tired and you slept terrible.  I try so hard to embrace where I am today and not live in the past.  Most days I do a great...

Today is a tough day.  I am tired and the side affects of the avonex stink.  Some days I don't feel poopey after the drug.  Today I do.  Generally I have been tired anyway.    I find it so hard...

Well, I have had a pretty good year.  My good year is not so good to the average person, however, when you suffer with this disease, good is relative.  And I have been positive for the most part....

I am pondering this question today.  Has MS robbed me of my life?  Occasionally, I do feel this way.  There are so many things I used to do that I can no longer do.  I miss running, jumping, and...

I actually do enjoy Monday's at work.  They are not to busy and they start really slow.  I usually exercise too.  This morning I don't have my Monday spark on yet.  I had a weekend in which I was...

Only 28 more days until the end of the school year.  It has been a great school year so far, only a handful of days I was so tired I could cry.  This week it is supposed to be hot.  Yuck! Lets...

I love Monday's, but I also like the dentist.  Call me crazy.  It helps to absolutely love my job.  I am so grateful that despite the physical nature of my job, I am finding a way to navigate and...

I survived a tough week last week.  I had three of the hardest days last week.  Wednesday I felt like giving up.  I was so tired, defeated, and discouraged.  I was Angry, afraid, and sad.  Then...

"The Present is slipping by while you are regretting the past and worrying about the future.  Regret will not prevent tomorrow's sorrow; it will only rob today of its' strength."            ...

I haven't written in at least a month or maybe longer.  I just looked, but can't recall when my last entry was.  I am continuing to focus on being positive.  It hasn't been easy these past few...