baywatchkelly

Today it is a beautiful fall-like day.  It has been the hottest fall in southern California.  The cool air feels good.  So far I have had a healthy fall.  The heat did wipe me out (of course) but...

Thinking about organizing your day can also be tiring.  Friends and family don't realize how much effort I put out daily.  Simple things for them are difficult for me.  I was a type A.  I could...

Well, I am finally the Bionic Woman.  My aunt helped be splurge and purchase the Bioness Walk Aide.  I have been using it for three weeks.  I have seen marked improvment in the flexibility of my...

I am excited about the prospect of looking into the Bioness Walk Aide.  It is new and not covered by my insurance.  My aunt said she would pay.  I can't wait to find out if I qualify.  it could...

It is amazing how each day brings something new.  Last Monday I was crazy tired (that is what I call the exhaustion from this disease).  And I had done nothing extreme that day or the weekend...

Sometimes I just don't feel like battling this disease.  It is so difficult to stay positive.  I so miss all the things that I once could do.  Especially going for a run or doing a really hard...

So, at the New Year, I set a goal of staying positive and recording weekly those things I am grateful for.  Well I have not done either very well.  It is funny, when I pray for patience or help...

So far I have not done very well at my New Years Goals.  I have been Diet Coke free since New Years Day.  That is an accomplishment.  I was drinking to much soda.  My goal is to make it until the...

It is hard to believe it is 2009.  How does time pass so quickly?  Time is so strange.  Sometimes I think back and wonder if I really had the life I had.  I miss so much all the things I used to...

This disease is strange.  One week you feel good and walk OK and then the next, not so good.  I started swimming two weeks ago and am up to 1,000 yards.  My stomach muscles are out of shape and I...

Today I am tired of not feeling well.  It seems like it has been a month straight.  Last weekend I had a three day doozy of a migraine.  I kept telling myself that it was only temporary and that...

The lows are so low and hard to navigate without self judgement.  Today is a different day and despite being tired I am doing well.  I am OK today.  Not sad and not overly happy.  Content and...

I had been feeling good for so long.  Now I feel crazy.  With just a few isolated days of being tired.  I felt crappy this time from Thursday until Today.  And I don't know what tomorrow will...

I am off work.  School holiday.  I feel good physically, however I am so sad this morning and worried.  It sounds unimportant in the big picture of life, and it hurts none-the-less.  My 12 year...

I am feeling pretty good today.  A little sluggish, but walking well.  My job situation has been free of stress for the most part.  I am noticing that, despite the heat, I am feeling better and...