baywatchkelly

Holy smokes, 2011 already is upon us.  How does time fly so fast.  Sometimes I think back at the passing of time and although it wasn't that long ago, it feels like another lifetime.  I will be...

It pours!  Well the last month has been so exhausting.  I had a lousy cold for 3 weeks, Thyroid trouble (indeed I have hypo thyroidism), a bladder infection, and of course MS.  I guess the Tyroid...

Circumstances of life..... They can get you down.  The challenge for me and others with MS is living beyond your circumstances and your feelings.  I rarely ever feel good.  I think my good day...

You know I have been thinking.  Where's the peace in the midst of this disease.  Now, don't get me wrong, I have a fairly positive attitude on most days.  Then again there are the days where I am...

I have hated change for most of my life.  Having come from a family of divorce, where nothing is predictable, I liked knowing what to expect.  And now I am living with the unpredictable.  MS is so...

Great message at church.  What yoke do you put on every day?  I took that at thought, gee, do I wake up grumpy, tired, angry, frustrated, etc.  It could be a whole host of negative thoughts....

I am on my own this weekend.  My husband is out of town for a few days.  I had a good week despite the nutty hot temps.  Monday it was 113 in down town L.A.!  I work about 10 miles from downtown....

I am choosing to trust my Lord.  I am choosing to not let myself be defined by the MS.  I am choosing to believe in healing, I choose to remain positive, and I refuse to give up.  God has great...

My last journal was private, however lets jus say I was horrible and whiney.  Life was hard that day.  And thank God that every day is a little different.  Truly, most people, given a day in my...

Back to work.  I am not sure about this year.  I committed to full time.  I am pretty sure this will be my last year full time.  In fact if by December I am still struggling I may reduce my hours...

Yet another challenging day, but aren't they all.  What I would give to be free of this disease.  It is so hard and I feel so trapped by my body.  I do things anyway.  I refuse to give up.  I...

I took a vacation with my husband. We went to Lake Chelan in WA. It was super hot. For the most part I did ok. I did get frustrated and overheated a couple of times. What is frustrating is not...

So, I realized that there was a reason for me being extra emotional.  I had PMS.  I haven't had it like that in years.  I am in my mid-forties.  Not to diminish how hard MS is.  And it was that...

Suns out.  PMS passed?  Life is ok today.  I am even a bit joyful?  Thanks God.

I just don't get why it has been so hard lately.   My symptoms have been flaring up more than usual the past month.  The past week I have improved a bit.  I am just so tired.  I actually hate...