28 days!

Only 28 more days until the end of the school year.  It has been a great school year so far, only a handful of days I was so tired I could cry.  This week it is supposed to be hot.  Yuck! Lets pray my body is supernaturally held up by God.  
I am thinking about my future.  I am confident that I can do this job if my health stays as it is today.  And there may come a day in which I can't do this job any longer.  I need to think outside the box.  I have another opportunity with quite a bit of fluidity.  I have anxiety about change.  I hate change, and yet I know it is coming.  I need to speak to the administration soon.  To see if I can reduce my hours by a small amount and do this enrichment class for public school kids.  The sermon at church this weekend was about waiting on God.  Last week I had this urgency to fix the sick nervous feeling in my stomach and make it all happen right then, or just avoid change altogether.   Now I am thinking of waiting.  Taking it one step at a time.  Trusting God to be in the decision and to know what is best for me.   Trust can be hard, but knowing He loves me and has my back is what brings comfort.