baywatchkelly

What an odd thought, discomfort can be a blessing.  My job has been so supportive of all the physical changes.  Today was the first day of school.  In case you did not know, I used to teach...

I haven't written in three weeks.  I have been tired.  Some days are good, some days bad, and most days are  a struggle to be honest.  I do darn well at staying positive, but some days just drag...

Day one.  Goals: To remain positive, see beauty around me, to find peace in the discomfort, to be patient with others, and to live the day to the fullest.

Holy smokes, 2011 already is upon us.  How does time fly so fast.  Sometimes I think back at the passing of time and although it wasn't that long ago, it feels like another lifetime.  I will be...

It pours!  Well the last month has been so exhausting.  I had a lousy cold for 3 weeks, Thyroid trouble (indeed I have hypo thyroidism), a bladder infection, and of course MS.  I guess the Tyroid...

Circumstances of life..... They can get you down.  The challenge for me and others with MS is living beyond your circumstances and your feelings.  I rarely ever feel good.  I think my good day...

You know I have been thinking.  Where's the peace in the midst of this disease.  Now, don't get me wrong, I have a fairly positive attitude on most days.  Then again there are the days where I am...

I have hated change for most of my life.  Having come from a family of divorce, where nothing is predictable, I liked knowing what to expect.  And now I am living with the unpredictable.  MS is so...

Great message at church.  What yoke do you put on every day?  I took that at thought, gee, do I wake up grumpy, tired, angry, frustrated, etc.  It could be a whole host of negative thoughts....

I am on my own this weekend.  My husband is out of town for a few days.  I had a good week despite the nutty hot temps.  Monday it was 113 in down town L.A.!  I work about 10 miles from downtown....

I am choosing to trust my Lord.  I am choosing to not let myself be defined by the MS.  I am choosing to believe in healing, I choose to remain positive, and I refuse to give up.  God has great...

My last journal was private, however lets jus say I was horrible and whiney.  Life was hard that day.  And thank God that every day is a little different.  Truly, most people, given a day in my...

Back to work.  I am not sure about this year.  I committed to full time.  I am pretty sure this will be my last year full time.  In fact if by December I am still struggling I may reduce my hours...

Yet another challenging day, but aren't they all.  What I would give to be free of this disease.  It is so hard and I feel so trapped by my body.  I do things anyway.  I refuse to give up.  I...

I took a vacation with my husband. We went to Lake Chelan in WA. It was super hot. For the most part I did ok. I did get frustrated and overheated a couple of times. What is frustrating is not...