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- but so, so hard.I can psyche myself up for days about a big change that I'm going to make. I'll do graphs and charts and make an entire binder about how I can do it with the least amount of change to what I'm already doing. Yet, when I actually go...
- My Mom is possibly well known to you all as the hoarding, shopaholic that she is. Manipulative, horrible, unhelpful and just....uggghhh!!! I hate to say it, but I'm just about at my breaking point here. I am having some serious homicidal thoughts...
- I have been isolating for quite some time. Unable to cope with the irritability of being around other people (particularly my family). I didn't want to take it out on them. So I hide. Me, Me, Me.I've only been thinking of myself, no matter how I...
- It's a rough one this year. I don't feel in the least that I deserve recognition for being a parent. I've been in isolation for so long (even from my kids a lot of the time) that I feel like I owe the recognition to her... at the same time, my Mom...
- I know there are a few of you out there who have had it. Since ECT my memory is shot. No big surprise, but I signed consent for losing "up to several months prior to treatment"....and I've lost big things from 10 years ago.It's been a couple of...
- I feel like I haven't showered in a month (though I showered last night). I feel like my clothes are dirty. I feel like I'm stale, Like a hardened piece of bread left out on the counter for a week. I'm not particularly sad, angry, anxious or...
- I have a prescription for Solara, a sleep med that has the potential for dependency. I've been advised by my pdoc not to take it every day...to take it every other day if needed. I had to take it last night to sleep, and now I can't sleep again. ...
- I live w/ my Mom, and she's in the process of a divorce right now. She goes to mediation at the end of May....and she doesn't think she wants to keep the house. Soooo, I'm going to have to move out. That's fine with me, but I have no idea how...
- This is the day that never ends.Yes it goes on and on my friends!Some people started living it, not knowing what it was,and they'll continue living it forever just because.....This is the day that never ends.etc, etc, etc.Nothing to do, nowhere to...
- Be with my kids, get out of the house, do things around the house, complete projects, take better care of myself, stop isolating.I want to get a part time job....not just for the money. I NEED something that I HAVE to do. I need something that...
- My Mom is cooking dinner tonight...didn't know what it was until I asked, but it smells delicious! (It's beef stroganoff)I love the unmistakable smells of things like cotton candy, baking brownies or spring.What are your favorite smells??
- 3 1/2 weeks ago, I had a serious discussion with my Mom regarding the amount of rent that I was paying. Essentially, it came down to, I am going to move out...you can take $700/month for the next year or I will keep it all and move out sooner. She...
- I made this video a few years ago, and shared it here on DS. It's been about 4 years and I guess there aren't many people here who have seen it, so I thought I'd share.http://www.onetruemedia.com/otm_site/auth_preview?work_id=7713533
- A few months ago, I was in such a horrible place that I severed the close relationship I had with my sister. I was such an irritable mess and I disagreed with what she was doing with her life. I didn't expect her to change, I just didn't want to...
- Ok, so my daughter is 12, and I'll admit, she's probably picked up these habits from when I was in the throes of depression and wasn't showering or taking care of myself (no attempt to be presentable)....but man oh man, she REEKS! I've been taking...