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I couldn't sleep last night, I kept having to toss and turn every five seconds. I forced myself not to take any pills only because I'm running out of them. I feel like I was ran over by a truck, and...

So It has now been almost two weeks and a half since I interveiwed for a part time position at a chiropracters clinic. I don't care that it's part time, I don't care that it's a float position, and I...

When I was younger I always thought it was just my shyness, but now at the age of 21 I'm starting to wonder if it's something else. Maybe this is why I am having a hard time putting in a good...

Starting last night I got this anxious feeling. I kept me up all night and now it's reaching the end of today and I still have it. I'm worried this feeling wont be going away for a long time. And...

Today I went to the beach. It was nice to get out of the house and actually go somewhere besides the library or grocery store. I thought alot about myself, the time was good. A little update.Talk...

I'm tired of having no job, struggeling to take care of myself. I'm tired of feeling like shit and having disaster after disaster crumbel down on me and make my depression worse. Before my lows...

I recieved an emial from my college, it was from my career adivisor. What good she has done. It was one of those computerized generic ones that gets sent out to mulitple people at once. It was...

My friends left DS, No one freaking talks to me now.... I literally log on every hour to sit here and send out hugs that get ignored. I do what everyone says and try to make new friends, and type all...

I'm just a worhtless peice of shit...My opinions are stupid, and unimportant. I hate myself because everyone hates me... When I go away no one will care. No one cares when I'm here.   I now have 4...

That feeling of pointlessness has come back again. I don't even want to get up out of bed anymore, whats the point? I have no life, no way to make myself a real person. I'm stuck feeling this way,...

Lately on DS things haven't been that sociable. Discovered a lot of accounts that are MIA. Friends I used to chat with havent been on in months... Kinda makes me sad. Trying to make conversation ...

I won't be on DS for a while, I'm done. Every little thing people are saying to me is hitting me twice as hard, and I'm tired of crying all the time. I'm tired of coming to this place to feel better...

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sorry for not being talkative today. im too low in energy to even talk to anyone right now.  ttyl

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