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Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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WORK2 weeks ago got laid off for a month or soGot called in after a dayBeen called in every day sinceWas supposed to be hired direct since temporary agency has said the hours required for that are...
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Yesterday I got called into work again - looks like so far the lay off that they said would probably last a month has lasted one day. I am kind of on call day by day. Things are really unstable...
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Dad is being mean. It's been a long time since he's done this. He criticizes and shames. I am feeling caught up in T's new world, he said welcome to my high pressured world I said no. I have...
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This weekend I spent hanging with this guy T, who I dated years ago, and his son J, who I adore - I have so much in common with the boy. We swam under the full moon and used the jacuzzi and watched...
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We all need hope. It's so important. When I turn my will over to a higher power I understand that when things aren't going "my" way that I can TRUST that HP that things are going the way they're...
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Sponsor reminded me to breathe yesterday. It is a helpful tool, deep breaths. When my thoughts race and worry and fear and resentment come in, it is a solution. It's been a hard week or so. ...
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Mechanic said my car is too old and expensive to maintain that it's not worth it in his professional opinion. I'm used to having not perfectly maintained cars but I agree with him. I bought it...
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Car stalled on way to work Friday which was ok, not the end of the world, only missed an hour of work. The graduation ceremony for the students in my first math class Summer '08 was that night. ...
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Some current things happening with me. Getting into reading an author who was a person I knew, not knowing he was a well known author. He was my friend and aquaintance and he committed suicide in...
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Maybe Starbucks is a new pick up place? I've been going there on my lunch break. Yesterday this cute guy who I thought was way out of my league we were sort of noticing eachother and I smiled...
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I've been sick off and on and it's common with coworkers lately, too. I missed much of my temporary job I do this time of year. I am not attending as many meetings. I have slowed down which is...
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I've been rising earlier with more energy. I remember how much I enjoy the mornings and the sunrise and having some quiet time to myself around the house, and more free time before work. I am...
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I've been absent for a while. I was on vacation from my regular job for a week and so it was not convenient for me to log in. I got sick with a cold Sunday and took time off work this week -...
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I went out to see an old aquaintance's band. I'm glad I went. It was great to be amongst the Rock n Roll scene and to see some good entertainment. It was nice to see him. My old dear friend ended...
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I experienced how unfocused I can become when I am tired / overwhelmed / in general. I notice it in my mom, too. It's like I have to force myself to stay on one task at a time. I get distracted...
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