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Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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I didn't go out of state for the convention and I am ok with it. I cannot do all. I chose not to go even though I could. It was a little inconvenient and a bit extravagant. I took my mom for...
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I enjoyed the laughter with R today. This could definitely be a codependent relationship if I am not careful. I feel sort of idiotic for having judged my sis for taking in a man out of prison, who...
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Things are a little messy right now as far as being in a relationship with a newcomer. There is shame because I know it is inappropriate, yet this is not enough to stop me. There is general...
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I have trouble making eye contact when I share in support groups. It really bothered me when I shared today. I got up early and made some soup. I struggle with eating meat and feeling...
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Today I was overwhelmed at home. I learn a lot of codependency modeled in Mom. Here I am trying to tell her not to try to change Dad, that it's insane. I forget I am trying to change HER, and she...
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Interesting yesterday at support group I got to support R and try to encourage him. I remember being new in sobriety and overwhelmed with living in my wreckage, sober. I am proud of him. The...
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I did get a call from counselor that she is unable to fit me in her schedule at this time, but is working on it. That was nice. I did go to Al Anon and shared. Another lady there has her spouse...
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I am struggling a little with love addiction with the new relationship. I see I am way too isolated and this leaves me vulnerable. I see my mom is very isolated, and dad with his gambling...
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Last night I showed up to see the singer perform. I got there early, with no sign of the fellow volunteer who was organizing the interview, and I was relieved because I was too shy. It was at a...
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The swimming I've been doing has been giving me new life. I think with my laziness and procastination more of an exercise routine will give me more energy. The walks with the dog are leisurely,...
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Wow. I showed up for the class for significant others / visitors for those in the VA addiction treatment program. It was kind of neat because I got there and some others were there for the same...
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Saturday I found a small bird with a broken wing hopping around. I was walking the dog and cupped birdie in my palms and walked it home, got a cage and some seed and it was all good! It seemed...
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I was able to enter the marijuana group through a side door - not directly but through another members post. I really need to be here. Today I went to AA and had a feeling I'd be asked to lead,...
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It is good to be here. I see I am blocked by my work computer from entering the marijuana addiction group suddently. Bummer. Taking a risk coming in here at work, anyway. I got a voice mail...
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Yesterday I opted out of the graduation ceremony for the recent graduates at the school where I work after a few days of working 2 jobs while sick. I'd just had enough and felt better just deciding...
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