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Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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Well I made it to the concert and like others, decided instead of paying for a rare, high priced ticket (which I couldn't afford) since it was outside we could hear it from nearby the stage, which...
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I followed through on getting some exercise at the gym last night. I attempted the stairmaster for 20 minutes and lasted less than 4, and got a bruise on my shin! Something to work for I guess. ...
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Knowing how much I need some exercise to deal with my PMS moodiness and general negativity as it comes up, but PMS homeopathy is helping. I heard from R who left a msg and said he'd like to talk to...
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Today I added to my list of character defects I pray for God to remove, my contolling. I am getting back into reading daily Al Anon literature because I need it and this is a sollution when wanting...
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Today when mom scolded me for something I learned where I learned to beat myself up for mistakes. I'm dealing with shame and self loathing issues. I will never be perfect. I glued on some silly...
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Dealing with infatuation and realizing I don't have to apply my issue to the other person involved and not make a big deal out of it. I feel so young I was like this as a youngster and off and on...
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Things could get a little weird w/ sis as there is a lot of drama going on and spilling over, and w/ her secretiveness it makes it hard to lay all the cards out. IU guess they're not my cards. ...
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Last night sis reached out to me, called and asked me not to say anything (to mom or dad). She said she's miserable and thinks her new live in boyfriend (who she moved in right out of a 10 year...
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So my dear friend sent me his # on myspace and I cried. His 25th bday was Sunday. I called to say happy bday in a msg. LC I have been thinking about him a lot and dealing with love addiction. ...
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My love addiction kicked in. Karaoke last night and I had sort of a flirty intention going out. I have not had a boyfriend in nearly 3 months, longer than we were together. Anyway and who was...
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Things are a little fussy at home and I am taking one step forward and one step back in my recovery in dealing with a codependent mom without adding my own codependency to the mix. Sis is t(hrough...
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I felt very tired this weekend and had some nightmares the last couple nights - they go hand in hand. I found myself sleeping in this AM. I don't need an alarm because I don't start work until...
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According to this book "It's called a breakup because it's broken" (Greg Behrendt) I did the 60 days of no contact "He-tox" with R. I completed it. The suggestions in the book and the insight I...
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Al Anon meeting last night and reading the stories about childhood stuff brings up a lot of pain. I had a friend from AA take my suggestion and show up there, it was nice. Having trouble letting...
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I felt a lot of stress listening to mom this a m. Yesterday I went to a new Al Anon and shared how in seeing her life is unmanageable in her untreated codependency / Al Anon I tend to have felt...
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