Loved1
Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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R left a message last night. My last two relationships were very back and forth with multiple breakups and reconciliations. I don't really have a way to reach him. He acted as if he still...
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I have napped the last few days, which is good, and gotten full night's sleep, too. Yesterday R's friend from his addiction treatment program, his wife called me, to say that she asked R how I was...
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So the other night R had gotten kicked out because of bottles found and I went to give him a ride to a friends and smelled alcohol on him, and we talked about it and he denied having drank for a long...
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I felt good today. I was up late with new sponsee, and up early, and walked dog and went to gym and swam and used jacuzzi. I got a little personal with disclosing with her last night, not...
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Work was quite slow today. I am treated like an outsider since I gave notice. I am not included in the upcoming details of the week following next, when I will no longer be in this position. It...
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I left my diary at home, which I like to use to share and vent throughout the day. I have a new sponsee and I will meet with her tomorrow to get some step work done. Neato! I had a guy who is...
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This weekend I took a long walk with R. He got a ride to my town with one of his roomates, and got to meet Mom. I went to see him yesterday and felt grumpy when my "expectation" about something...
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I know I need to tell certain students I'm planning to leave my job here at the school. It's possible I'll be brought in as an additional staff person in this department, which sounds good - that is...
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I am stunned and saddened. I went ahead and gave notice at my job. I have grown weary. I do enjoy my job, I have just been overwhelmed. I was asked to do things that I am not supposed to do...
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Things are better today. Earlier in the week it was awful. Yesterday I overdid it complaining to the boss and said I was considering quitting. It's a big problem, the lack of supervision and a...
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I let myself cry at awkward moments a couple times this weekend, yesterday when I shared something hard with R, and today at the AA meeting where we read "Chapter 5" and it just was glaring at red...
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I took myself to the hot mineral springs Sunday and got a hot stone massage which was truly awesome, and a nice manicure and pedicure. What a treat for me. It's for mental health. I've had...
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Work is almost overwhelming. I used to have some time to spare to log in. I appreciate peoples attention, here, it sure does help. God's in charge. The work load is becoming insane. My bank...
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I have been unable to log in and keep in touch with online friends here. Work is so busy and I am not online otherwise except for at volunteer work on Saturdays. I am sad to see some friends here...
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Work is very busy this week and I am unable to catch up here until another time. Today I noticed a woman at AA and recognized her as the sis of my friend who I had my last drink with, a friend who...
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