I've been emotionally abused yestereday by the man in my life. It escalated so much so fast. I was accused of false things and had my words twisted and have been raged at. I asked him to leave me alone. It is hard to not want to defend myself. I feel like the wind has been knocked out of me today. I am grateful for my counseling appointment and for being able to come here to DS. I am at work. I want to cry. It hurts so much to invest my life into this person and be treated like I have ill intentions. Each time I go back the relationship hits a new low. This is the lowest. It is up to me to keep my limit when I asked him to leave me alone and told him I won't be returning his calls. Well it rains today and I sit at work answering the phones, the operator of a large community college. I watch "Hell's Kitchen" online, I am grateful for online TV. It is ok if I have to get up and cry today.