Loved1
Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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I really wanted to go to Al Anon last night and with car needing repair I asked mom if she wanted to go and nudged her a bit, and she got a lot out of it I think. Interesting! On the way over we...
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A little rundown with business despite a runny nose which has become a sore throat and heavy chest. Today I got to walk to the busstop and to lunch break versus drive. Dad offered his car. Mine...
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Odd I worried about Thanksgiving plans since my sis's family is in such a state of dis-ease - divorce, sis's live in addict bf the kids dislike, neglected kids. Mom found out yesterday sis was...
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I realize pride is what keeps me from reaching out and asking for help. I didn't really realize that is what it is. I also realize pride / ego is what is keeping me wanting to avoid J, because...
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I went into the city and saw my sponsor at her meeting. I usually feel totally out of place there though I know people and am aquainted with people, though many of them don't recognize me because I...
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I'm suffering with this love addiction and my object of desire is this J person, and it is quite unfair to project all this obsessing, insecurity, longing onto him. I have dealt with this since I...
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Big days, bright times. My friend from AA turned 95 yesterday and he's 60 years sober. I was glad to make the celebration and for his friendship. What a joy! He still is concerned about...
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Well I did invite J to the concert of the band he'd told me about, the tickets came to me that night, synchronicity! It was not easy to ask, and he said when I mentioned I was going a week...
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Been going to sleep early to get enough sleep. Work is going fine. It rained the other night which was wonderful to sleep to. Today it is bright and sunny. I could improve my diet at lunch time as...
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I bought a $100 worth of new clothes. I tend towards thrift shopping. I cannot remember the last time I spent that much money on new clothes. I mean I am thinking a decade or more back and I...
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Getting into the groove of a new schedule. It's been a long time since I've worked these hours near full time, though it's only 30 hours a week at this time - they are easing me in (thank God). I...
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Last week was really tough. This week I end up with a job Mon-Fri, a place where I was in May-July, so that is cool. I had a conversation with one of my couple crushes I can think of J which was...
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Growth in my Al Anon steps, and seeking to listen to my discernment with the sponsor - yeah I trust her in some ways and in other ways I feel a little overwhelmed, like too much too soon, and it is...
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I am so glad I went to the Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Love, Pray) lecture. I got so much out of the lecture. I did get up in line to ask a question, but she ended questions just before I had the...
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