Loved1
Status: "One of the greatest freedoms is when you realize what you can't control." Michael J Fox
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My car stalled on the way to work today, and put a slight "funk" in my day. I am trying to use gratitude. I'll be ok! My needs are taken care of. I can wait for it to be re-repaired. I'd...
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My car was repaired and the bill came for the same amount as my unexpected unemployment check, since I'm working. Apparently my benefits are greater than my earnings. The check was for less than...
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I really wanted to go to Al Anon last night and with car needing repair I asked mom if she wanted to go and nudged her a bit, and she got a lot out of it I think. Interesting! On the way over we...
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A little rundown with business despite a runny nose which has become a sore throat and heavy chest. Today I got to walk to the busstop and to lunch break versus drive. Dad offered his car. Mine...
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Odd I worried about Thanksgiving plans since my sis's family is in such a state of dis-ease - divorce, sis's live in addict bf the kids dislike, neglected kids. Mom found out yesterday sis was...
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I realize pride is what keeps me from reaching out and asking for help. I didn't really realize that is what it is. I also realize pride / ego is what is keeping me wanting to avoid J, because...
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I went into the city and saw my sponsor at her meeting. I usually feel totally out of place there though I know people and am aquainted with people, though many of them don't recognize me because I...
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I'm suffering with this love addiction and my object of desire is this J person, and it is quite unfair to project all this obsessing, insecurity, longing onto him. I have dealt with this since I...
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Big days, bright times. My friend from AA turned 95 yesterday and he's 60 years sober. I was glad to make the celebration and for his friendship. What a joy! He still is concerned about...
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Well I did invite J to the concert of the band he'd told me about, the tickets came to me that night, synchronicity! It was not easy to ask, and he said when I mentioned I was going a week...
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Been going to sleep early to get enough sleep. Work is going fine. It rained the other night which was wonderful to sleep to. Today it is bright and sunny. I could improve my diet at lunch time as...
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I bought a $100 worth of new clothes. I tend towards thrift shopping. I cannot remember the last time I spent that much money on new clothes. I mean I am thinking a decade or more back and I...
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Getting into the groove of a new schedule. It's been a long time since I've worked these hours near full time, though it's only 30 hours a week at this time - they are easing me in (thank God). I...
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Last week was really tough. This week I end up with a job Mon-Fri, a place where I was in May-July, so that is cool. I had a conversation with one of my couple crushes I can think of J which was...
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