Baxjanson
Status: I wish I were as perceptive and accepting of my strengths as I am my flaws.
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Got the kids this weekend, and I'm aware of the tight-rope balance in several dimensions here. (Ok - less tight-rope, more flag-pole sitting.)I don't want my kids to feel like guests - I want them...
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Managed to avoid most of the contact with her, at least until after the guests left. 3 counts of her turning and starting a conversation while I was talking to her - one while I was answering a...
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“Empathetic people - dreamers & idealists - have this sort of accidental power. Most spend their early years ridden with self-doubt, insecurity, and people pleasing habits. But their journey is...
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I think my wife made a big mistake in leaving me alone after the events of last wednesday. My friend T, proved beyond the shadow of a doubt that she hates me, and is completely irrational about...
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I just spent an hour talking with my wife. I told her exactly how I was feeling about her going to Disneyland with the kids. I told her I would appreciate a conversation about emotions. I got...
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Curl up, curl up.You don't have to move right now.Chin on your knees, hands on your neck.Slow deep breaths.Eyes wide, lips curled.Cheeks are trembling, teeth bared.Rocking gently,Whispered whimpers...
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I adore masks, and my friend Livn brought them up. Yesterday being Halloween, it only makes sense. I'd like to share some of what I've learned - it's helped me a lot.I took a class where we did...
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Ok. Going back over my cards, and they're kind of losing some effectiveness. I want to sum them back up here, see if that will help. In no particular order:I told my wife I was feeling...
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The sea calms. The waves still. i hear voices - cheerful, friendly voices, on the horizon. The sun shines warmly down upon me, and I relax. My feet find the floor beneath me, and I...
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The coyote howls.He is a dog.Like any dog, he yearns for a pack.To hunt with.To play with.To share life with.He is small and weak, and lives off of carrion.The dogs he yearns for seek to tear his...
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O LORD, rebuke me not in thine anger, neither chasten me in thy hot displeasure. Have mercy upon me, O LORD; for I am weak: O LORD, heal me; for my bones are vexed. My soul is also sore vexed:...
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And now my last friend has cut me out of her life, and the theatre company, as well. I feel that I was right to stand my ground, and refuse to promise a thing which I was not certain about. That I...
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Crashed hard. The thought occurred to me that no matter how much I heal, my best friend, who I love deeply, will go through the rest of her life feeling and thinking I abandoned her, that I gave up...
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I got an email last night from my friend's boyfriend. He told me that all the while my friends were advising me to 'get over her' and 'move on' and 'accept the fact that she was gone', she was...
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What hurts the most? The dismissal?She'll ask me a question, and then walk away and start another conversation with someone else while I'm answering. I bought a new piano. I wanted the first...
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