still upset
I may be in the process of healing but I still feel so alone. I miss my husband and I am cold inside when it comes to love. The only love I have is for my animals. I just wonder what is in store for me what kind of future am I going to have without my love without the reason I would wake up in the morning/afternoon. My husband was my world and now I feel lost in this world. I try to get along with my roommates but it is so hard I put on a brave face and mind my own business. I did tell them I plan on moving but I have a feeling they don't believe me. I am lost in this world without my Martin!
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Girl, I am on the same boat... Yossi was my everything and my only family in the US. I have been trying to find a roommate for over a month and so far, nothing. :( I got no pets. So, I stay home listening to the loud \"silence\" all day and night. I know their mission was completed and they had to go.. However God still have something in store for us. I have no clue what. Just pray so God will give you strength to endure this pain. I am doing the same. Im with you :/
I think a pet is the best thing especially when you are alone. Go to a rescue shelter and look for a pet it keeps your mind going. I have been praying just wondering when things are suppose to change. A pet like a cat or even a dog will help they love you unconditionally.