same old stuff

I feel bad because my husband had a bunch of friends that have promised that they would come over and share stories about them and my husband. To this very day only one of his friends have showed up. I mean I am not angry I just feel bad because they have to sit and tell me that they are going to come over and don't I mean just tell me you can't handle seeing him in ash form. But they still give me the run around. At least my father in law was straight with me and told me he was not going to come around. My roommates don't understand what I am going though they just basically stick to themselves. I am fine with that I guess.