realization
Well I had a realization last night. I have a lot to do to get this house ready to sell. I am going to move up to Oregon with my mom and sister except I will have my own place. I know my husband would be mad but every time I wake up I start to cry a little cause I know he is gone and I am alone ( yeah I have dogs and cats). I want to go to Oregon so I can try and have some sort of relationship with my sister and get to know my niece. I am just tired of waking up and realizing that he is gone but I am still in his house. I need to move on with my life.
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I just want u to know - I read every single one of your journals Sunday night. moving will not be bad - work on ur relationship, I wish I could with my sis...she wants nothing to do with any of us. her loss and mine cuz I don\'t speak to any of her kids and their families cuz of her. I told Amy my step daughter that I would give a year here in the house ... unless something comes up b4 then. i\'m trying to buy it. I hope to still see u on here cuz I need u!!!!! xoxoxo
I am here it might be a while before I move. I got a bad credit record so I may have to wait on moving. My step daughter wants to have some sort of relationship with me so I might give that a try too. I am not sure about moving cause I looked up licensing of my dogs in Oregon it is 39 dollars for one year here it is 20 dollars if the dog is fixed. They only allow 2 dogs I have 6. Cat wise I do not have to register them up there. Housing is a lot cheaper there. I found several houses that I do like. Trying to figure out how to get my 6 dogs and 3 cats up to Oregon with out having to ship them.
I am not going anywhere anytime soon.