this morning

This morning I thought I was waking up from a horrible dream. I felt a hand on my back it turns out it was my cat getting ready to go to sleep. I was upset but I held it in because I had to go and do a blood test part of my check up I did in July. I miss my husband so much it hurts. When he died in April I died inside as well.

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bstru
bstru

Something my daughter posted on facebook yesterday. \"Is it suicide to die inside?\" Wow - makes you think. What once gave great pleasure and fulfillment is now filled with emptiness. An empty hole in your heart. Feeling emotionally numb and having difficulty in believing he has moved on. So here is what I read in my grief book that I\'m passing on. \"When asked whether a person would have missed the joy to avoid the pain, most say they would not have missed the love, even knowing the cost\". XOXOXO
Sammantha71
Sammantha71

Interesting I guess I will have to take that into consideration.