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- Damn, but I didn't think I ever would see that and it's weird and creepy and disturbing and just makes me angry!!! I've always beat myself up when he left and to this day he still has to tell me exactly why he felt the need to leave us. I just...
- I put this in my journal, but thought I would share to see how others feel as well. Mother's Day is supposed to be the happiest day of the Hallmark year for mom's, right? Well, this is my second Mother's Day as a single mommy of a five-year-old...
- I posted this in my journal and thought, what the heck I'll post it here just to get some general feedback, experience... anything...Well, this week has turned out to be hell to go through and I'm so glad it's Friday! TGI-freaking-F!Earlier in the...
- ... but I was writing this for someone else's journal and thought of myself!!!! This alone should be the key to my own healing.... Sorry, I had to post this because I thought it was pretty cool... maybe others won't think so so much... LOL!:: "Oh,...
- As I was typing a response to someone else's journal entry, it totally dawned on me why I am just soooo unhappy and feel so weak and vulnerable.When my husband and I were trying to have children we went through eight long years of hell trying to...
- What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I just move on like he has???Today has been another bad day in a long time!! I've been going along "okay", but today has been really hard again! Tonight I wanted to take my daughter to the movies and my...
- Well, I went to my first DivorceCare support group meeting last night. I met some really nice people in very different siuations. The leaders were very kind and the group was open to my issues.The only "bad" thing was that I have joined near the...
- Okay, I did it and all by myself. Now, mind you, I've been in a relationship for about 19 years so to do this is pretty huge since I never really needed to... I know that sounds weird... but,I actually went to a movie by myself tonight and saw...
- What is up with me??? I cried all the way in to work today. I have hardly shed a tear through this whole thing thinking I can't show my feelings to him or to anyone... What? Let people see that I am weak through this? That he's gotten the best...
- I think I am, but maybe this is just sheer emotion or maybe I'm getting deeper into my anger stage...????To preface my "issue" a little bit about my personality: I'm the giver, the compassionate one, the Libra that sees both sides, the one that...
- Since this is IT and there's no turning back, I think back on a lot of things. What is wrong with me and will I be this way forever? Can I trust anyone after this?I think it's kind of difficult for me to accept this for some really odd reason. ...
- ...can I say hell here? If I've offended anyone, I apologize!St. Patricks Day from HELL!!!Saturday we went to the House of Blues in Anaheim to see the Fenians... my all time favorite Irish band. My stbx sister-in law had invited me about a week...
- ...can I say hell here? If I've offended anyone, I apologize!St. Patricks Day from HELL!!!Saturday we went to the House of Blues in Anaheim to see the Fenians... my all time favorite Irish band. My stbx sister-in law had invited me about a week...
- There is something that I've been thinking and for the life of me I don't see how I can do this... Okay, this is embarrassing to post so bear with me!!!A few times my stbx told me that I was ugly and one time he said I repulsed him!!! Each time he...
- I apologize for the duplication. I think I posted this under the wrong discussion tab...Our four year old daughter is aware that my stbx husband isn't sleeping at home. When and how is a good time/way to tell her that he won't be living with us and...