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What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I just move on like he has???
Today has been another bad day in a long time!! I've been going along "okay", but today has been really hard again!
Tonight I wanted to take my daughter to the movies and my parents came along. I think I got myself into a slump again because work was just not comfortable and it was really dragging today. Then tonight we went to the same local theater that we always go to as a family. I think that was the most difficult. HE wasn't with us!!!
Goddamn him for doing this to me and to our little family!!! (pardone moi mi france')
The bastard didn't return my call at all today when I wanted to ask him about a hiccup in the bank account... nothing major and I didn't even indicate anything in the two messages. Why am I getting so angry that he didn't call me back? He's supposed to come over in the morning anyway to continue clearing things out to sell our house and I'm in a fit because he's not calling me back.
I guess in my mind he hardly returned my calls when we were together so I guess I thought he would be better about it when we were seperated to be able to take care of things. He talks to his friends on the phone, answers their calls and calls them back!
I know I'm just ranting right now and I'm the one that sounds like the lunatic, but I'd rather he not even be in our lives and I'm stuck with him. I'm not able to heal because he's got to be around in our lives!!!
BUT, then on the other hand I want him there... I am LOSING MY FREAKING MIND!!!
Baby girl's already asleep so I might have to take an Excedrin PM just to fall asleep... that's not like me at all! Well, it's not like me to take anything. I usually just lie awake badgering myself and coming up with stupid random scenarios to self inflict!!!
I'm an idiot, I know!
Today has been another bad day in a long time!! I've been going along "okay", but today has been really hard again!
Tonight I wanted to take my daughter to the movies and my parents came along. I think I got myself into a slump again because work was just not comfortable and it was really dragging today. Then tonight we went to the same local theater that we always go to as a family. I think that was the most difficult. HE wasn't with us!!!
Goddamn him for doing this to me and to our little family!!! (pardone moi mi france')
The bastard didn't return my call at all today when I wanted to ask him about a hiccup in the bank account... nothing major and I didn't even indicate anything in the two messages. Why am I getting so angry that he didn't call me back? He's supposed to come over in the morning anyway to continue clearing things out to sell our house and I'm in a fit because he's not calling me back.
I guess in my mind he hardly returned my calls when we were together so I guess I thought he would be better about it when we were seperated to be able to take care of things. He talks to his friends on the phone, answers their calls and calls them back!
I know I'm just ranting right now and I'm the one that sounds like the lunatic, but I'd rather he not even be in our lives and I'm stuck with him. I'm not able to heal because he's got to be around in our lives!!!
BUT, then on the other hand I want him there... I am LOSING MY FREAKING MIND!!!
Baby girl's already asleep so I might have to take an Excedrin PM just to fall asleep... that's not like me at all! Well, it's not like me to take anything. I usually just lie awake badgering myself and coming up with stupid random scenarios to self inflict!!!
I'm an idiot, I know!
SO MANY UNANSWERED QUESTIONS....
AND SO MANY..........
You are still in love, or you just have not come out of it. That's why this shit still hurts so much. I know how much it hurts to see someone you love not care when you care so much. It made me feel like I was a nobody. Like I was the only person that ever loved in our relationship. I felt and still feel like a fool sometimes.
I DON'T KNOW WHEN IT'S GOING TO GET BETTER EITHER.
Charles, you're right... it does hurt when you care and the other one doesn't... Hence the brick wall syndrome!
Joordens, you made a good point in the last two sentences! So very true!!!