It's Christmas Eve and I just had dinner with mom and uncle mike. I know that I am still depressed. My dad called me today and I thought it was going to be a bad phone call, but it was actually one of the nicer calls that I have received from him. We talked for a while about my job prospects and interviews and then craigslist and mom a little and Luke a little. We just chatted and he told me that he really had no plans for christmas because Chi is so sick she can't get out of bed. Dad is off work until January and I don't go back to school until January 17th. I need new license plates on my car, I think that I am going to go with the CU plates, since that is where I go to school... the University of Colorado. They are $50 more expensive though which really matters to me now. I ish I had been smarter with my money, I don't know why I blew it all. I can't think about that right now because its in the past and now I just need to focus on getting a job. Any job anywhere. I don't want to work in a restaurant or in fast food though. Yuck! 
 
I am going into meet with with the manager of a hotel tomorrow to see about a job at the front desk. I need to save my money get my credit back and move out. Maybe move to a different city in Colorado or maybe somewhere else... I am tired but I am truly motivated to find a job and make some money. 
 
Goodnight moon.