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- Still somedays it feels like it just happened yesterday! We met when I was 13 and were together til God chose to take him home. So many memories made in so many years. Even though the pain of losing him was and is so hard to get through I would do...
- I hate the sadness... the tears... the thoughts..the fears... and everything about it. Maybe it is winter but this is the worst. It is what it is and maybe tomorrow will be different!
- I came for awhile and I read and posted advice on things I have gone through. I feel so badly for the newly widowed and wanted to have words of wisdom but I found myself unable to find the right words to bring comfort. Then foolishly I decide I did...
- I have Coventry through the Obama thing. Out of the blue I get this call they are coming to my home for a health assessment at no cost the very next day! It was almost as if they were there mostly to check my cognitive skills. I work and have no...
- It has been over 7 years now. I really do not recognize my life anymore it has changed so much. I no longer have our home but instead live in an over 55 apartment complex. Brand new and so nice but not home I moved here almost 3 years ago have...
- I always thought eventually with depression you would hit rock bottom and actually I looked forward to that day because maybe from there, there would be no where to go but up. But I found that maybe thats just not true cause every time I think I...
- I woke up to a pity party on the 4th of July lost in memories of when I was happy! I put a smile on and went and joined my family. It was later at home alone that something clicked inside of me. I am so tired of being sad and lonely and the past...
- I went to my daughters she was laying in bed crying she missed her first husband (he committed suicide 9 years ago and the 4th was his favorite day)she missed her dad and her childhood. She does this alot and I have tried to get her to go get help...
- Woke up remebering the 4th of Julys past we had big old celebrations such fun times. Trying to get a grip and be thankful I had those times some people never do so I was blessed. I am going to my daughters and put on my best face and have some...
- because I still grieve still feel lost and alone and then feel guilty for still having these feelings. But I not only lost my husband but my hopes and dreams we had of our future and my identity as a wife and a person...........I am OK...I survived...
- I realized as I lay in bed aching from head to toe last night that no matter how much I fight it or ignore it and in my heart don't feel it it has happened anyway! I have been lucky to be in good health but my boss has decided to kill me. She added...
- I seem to be lost in memories lately. It used to make me cry I guess when you realize more and more memories are making you smile instead of cry that the heart has developed a scar over the wound so you can finally remember without hurting the...
- I did not realize how sad I was lately until today! No wonder people avoid me sometimes! My daughter and family are out of town and I have been walking to and from their house everyday taking care of pets and plants. A car was aimed right at me and...
- I commented on a post today and realized I was angry. I do not often feel angry anymore sad sometimes and lonely but anger does not usually surface anymore. It has been 7 years and life has became stable and I have learned to take care of myself and...
- Went to Ohio for my grandsons graduation. My son in laws mother also came we both stayed at their house. She is 3 years older than I am but she can't walk for any distance and is in very bad shape. Problem was she drank her whole life and now her...