I did not realize how sad I was lately until today! No wonder people avoid me sometimes! My daughter and family are out of town and I have been walking to and from their house everyday taking care of pets and plants. A car was aimed right at me and the sidewalk he looked up at the last minute and swerved back. I should have felt fear but instead I felt disappointment. I guess life has just become hard for me at the moment and this too will pass. I just miss my husband and my best friend died brought back a flood of sadness. I made a doctors appointment because I have people who love me and I really want to live and be happy!