tikibell1

About Me

My husband has been gone 6 years now. I left here as I thought maybe reading all the new comers stories was maybe the reason I was still so sad and depressed I found out it wasn\'t. I want to be happy but I am not. I have tried about everything to find some peace and the depression remains maybe it is even worse. things are happening in my children life bad things I want to fix but I can not. I feel like a disappointment to them and a failure in my life in general. Friends keep saying to get over it and move on be happy. Only those who suffer from depression understand as much as we want to it is somewhat beyond our control.