mindypanebianco
Status: Fell of the wagon, trying to get my life straight
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Hello everyone, I am here at work right now, it was slow and then I had about 5 customers at one time. I will not gamble today, after work I am going to get my hair done it has been awhile since I...
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I have been very busy at work, so I did not have time to check in. I would like to say hi to all my friends here. I will not gamble today. I did not gamble for almost 11 days now. It is hard but I...
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I would like to thank everyone who commented on Journal. I did stay gambling free today, and I feel pretty good about it, but one day at a time. I will write in this journal everyday and I will try...
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I have been very busy the past few days working and preparing for a friends wedding. I feel like sometimes I am losing my mind, one bill collector after another, but I am really trying not gamble. I...
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Well yesterday I slipped and lost about 50 bucks. I was mad and under stress that is no excuse I wish the urges would go away, and I wish I could win the lottery and pay all the bills and debts that...
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Well today I left work early because I had a few hours to use, so I am home right now. I guess everything has been ok, today I am thinking about hitting the casino, but luckily I don't the have the...
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Well I am back, I think I had the worse day of my life at work, I work in customer service and it was horrible, I think every freakin person that I had spoken with has lost their my mind. I feel so...
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I have been really busy lately and haven't had time to write, one good thing anyway I have not went to the casino. I did buy a few scratch off tickets spent like 5.00 of course did not win, but that...
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Well so far I have avoided the casino, I will admit I have been thinking about it. I am working OT just to pay those stupid payday loans off, and I keep thinking they will be paid soon and then I can...
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It has been about two weeks since I gambled at the casino, I will admit I played the Pennsylvania Derby but only spent 20 bucks, instead of hundreds, I still love horseracing but as long as I do not...
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I am trying to work through this awful addiction, I really made some mistakes, and now I am just trying to pay everything back and stay away from the casino, it is so hard because it is 10 minutes...
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I have not been writing lately, but I decided to come back. I am still gambling, it is so freakin hard, I am working on paying a bunch of payday loans back, and hopefully I have learned a big lesson...
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Well today is Wedneday, and so far this week is going good, It is good to hear from people that understand how hard this really is, this addiction. Now my sister is gambling, I wish she would listen...
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Today I am feeling pretty good, I haven't gambled in a few days, which is always good, but I keep saying I will stay away from the casino, and then when I get paid I get the urge, I am going to keep...
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Right now I feel bad, this gambling thing is really out of control, I am going into serious debt and my marriage is falling apart, he knows what is going on. I do not know why I am doing this and...
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