It has been about two weeks since I gambled at the casino, I will admit I played the Pennsylvania Derby but only spent 20 bucks, instead of hundreds, I still love horseracing but as long as I do not get out of control like I do at those damn slot machines that just eat all of my money. I should be going to bed right now because I have to go to work tomorrow, but for some reason I can't sleep. I will be working alot because we are minus a person at my job, but the having some extra cash never hurt anyone, then I will be able to pay off all of those stupid payday loans quicker and get everything all caught up and then before I know the holidays will be here. I am going to try to come here and write everyday and try to meet more people who are battling the same stupid addiction I am. I hope everypne has a nice weekend.
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Way to go Mindy. You keep it up. As for me, I\'m not doing well right now and I need to get a grip. I feel so much better about myself and life when I don\'t go to the casino. Every time I think about how much I have lost it makes me physically ill. Stay strong and have a great weekend. I to need to log in everyday and the rate I\'m going a few times a day.