Well today I left work early because I had a few hours to use, so I am home right now. I guess everything has been ok, today I am thinking about hitting the casino, but luckily I don't the have the money to do that. I keep thinking if I would just win like some other people do, all of my problems will go away, but I know that is not reality. I just wish things could be different and I can just pay everything off, I know one day everything will be, but it is not soon enough for me. I am going to start work on my other job that I do from home soon, and then I am going to the gym where I take kickboxing and body pump, so I will be busy for two hours so that will take my mind off the casino for tonight anyway. I have been really good not gambling, or somewhat gambling me and my sister went on Friday and we both lost 20 bucks, so to me, I guess that is really no big deal. My stories are very similar to that of some of the people on here, when I read some of the stories it is amazing how some of us are so much alike. I will be back tomorrow. I am going to start working on my other job now. So everyone take care and I will write back soon.