Right now I feel bad, this gambling thing is really out of control, I am going into serious debt and my marriage is falling apart, he knows what is going on. I do not know why I am doing this and other stupid things like going online and trying to find a way to make more and paying companies that are are full of garbage. I guess you can say, I am being very stupid to believe that these things are true. Maybe if I get everything out in the open it will make me feel better. I guess I should go to bed now since I have work in a few hours.
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Mindy, If your husband is willing to help you and you think the two of you can work through this have him go to Gam-anan.org. This will help him understand your sickness and maybe your mayyiage. My husband went to this site and he understands alot more now. I also suggest that you join GA i have only gone to two meetings and i have learned alot. Its nice to talk with people that have gone through what we are going through right now. They will support you and encourage you,and you need this right now. Take on day at a time.. MIchele
Thank you for your advice, It was hard not to go the casino, especially when I was on my way from work, I pass it everyday, but I made a call to my Mom, and then I went straight home, also I knew I had homework to do and work to do for my other job, I guess I need to keep busy. I need to find out where there is a place near me to go for a meeting.
Mindy, I don\'t know why we do what we do! I am sure we are all good people with a stupid problem. My quest is to find out how we can STOP doing what we are doing and START living without the fear of who we will hurt if we gamble again. I wish you the best and my thoughts are with you.