Well I am back, I think I had the worse day of my life at work, I work in customer service and it was horrible, I think every freakin person that I had spoken with has lost their my mind. I feel so depressed and stressed out, I wanted to freakin gamble so bad, luckily my sister came over to visit, or I probaly would have went. I have one more day at the office and then I will have one more day to gather my thoughts till Monday morning comes around and it will start all over again. Even my closest is giving a real bad attitude and is totally against me. I feel like when I go to work now, I should not even talk to anyone especially her. I really hope this feeling that I have about everything gets better, and that everything that is happening, happens for a reason. One day at a time.