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The Auction was postponed, so this weekend has been an exercise in patience. Today I woke up feeling a bit unwell. I have caught my son's flu  from last week. I am truly grateful that all I have to...

It is only 4 days to go to the auction. The price indications for my house are not looking good and means that my budget is further reduced for bidding on the new place. I was desparate to talk to...

This morning has been the hardest so far....I am missing him...I just have to get through the morning and then I will be ok....Lots to do in a couple of hours.Have to go see my Dream House again with...

This morning I wrote a post on my blog called Following My Bliss. It was about all the things I did in the week that made me happy. Some were to do with taking time out with my son to enjoy...

The week is done and I have survived...Things are going really well with regard to my house buying. Had two agents come through my house to give me what I could expect as a sales price. It doesn't...

Step by step my dream seems to becoming a reality. The bank gave me approval to bid at the auction. The Real Estate agent is talking to the Vendor to find out if she would accept to settle at the end...

Day by day, life goes on and my feeling of relief has refused to go away. There is nothing I miss about my relationship...The pain was simply too much to balance out the good times. I watched Wayne...

It is 3.30pm on Sunday, the weekend is nearly over and it has been a good one. I made two new girlfriends online and had surprise phone calls from two other friends who wanted to make sure I as...

I made it five whole days without being overwhelmed by sadness. Today I checked out a house I like near my favourite beach. The email to the real estate agent went unanswered, but it is in a lovely...

Sleep wasn't too great last night, but my cat cuddled up to me for most it and kept me company. She knows when I am going through a difficult time. I am trying to stay focused on the positives post...

I am grateful that I had a good night's sleep. That I have more days when I feel sleep overcome me when I am in bed than not. I am grateful that my B&B guests weren't wanting to leave and my income...

Huge changes in my life...On Saturday morning I saw AC had gone and put up a new profile online. I sent him a one liner wishing him good luck and when he responded asked if he had cleared out space...

A few more texts exchanged with Brian this morning. I made him promise not to contact me again. Then in the afternoon once my son had gone away with his dad, I felt like going out to the Park I met...

New Years Day. I had promised to go away for two nights with an old friend  - the plans made many months ago. Once she arrived, I realised our lives had diverged quite a lot since we last met in...

I hosted my closest friends for lunch yesterday. They all know each other through me and some haven't met for more than 10 years. We had a wonderful time. They are all younger than me and used to...