Waiting
The Auction was postponed, so this weekend has been an exercise in patience. Today I woke up feeling a bit unwell. I have caught my son's flu from last week. I am truly grateful that all I have to do today is feed myself and rest because I have no one else at home to look after.
This website has been a great strength. I have been on it a lot since yesterday. I have listened to music on YouTube and been on Facebook. I am starting to get a real sense of unspoken wisdom..
Just now, I listened to my body and cooked myself an extra dish for lunch. When was three quarters of the way through the plate of food, my body told me to stop eating, so I did. In the last week, when I had a sense things should not happen in a certain way, but felt reluctant to take action, the events were sorted out without any sort of intervention. It is like I am getting guidance from somewhere...
I talked to someone I dated very briefly last year, before my 15 month relationship that just ended. I had a very strong sense of having known him before when we first met each other. We had a very intense connection but for various reasons, we parted ways. Reconnecting with him as a friend, that sense of familiarity has returned. He even indicated if I was interested, he thought we could make it work. But I have to hold my boundaries of friendship firm. I have to get over this most recent relationship, work on the things I am starting to identify about myself and be in a really good place before I go there.
This website has been a great strength. I have been on it a lot since yesterday. I have listened to music on YouTube and been on Facebook. I am starting to get a real sense of unspoken wisdom..
Just now, I listened to my body and cooked myself an extra dish for lunch. When was three quarters of the way through the plate of food, my body told me to stop eating, so I did. In the last week, when I had a sense things should not happen in a certain way, but felt reluctant to take action, the events were sorted out without any sort of intervention. It is like I am getting guidance from somewhere...
I talked to someone I dated very briefly last year, before my 15 month relationship that just ended. I had a very strong sense of having known him before when we first met each other. We had a very intense connection but for various reasons, we parted ways. Reconnecting with him as a friend, that sense of familiarity has returned. He even indicated if I was interested, he thought we could make it work. But I have to hold my boundaries of friendship firm. I have to get over this most recent relationship, work on the things I am starting to identify about myself and be in a really good place before I go there.
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