missmary

Well, lets see I had a great weekend overall, now I took my ambien at 10pm it is now 11:26 and I can not fall asleep. Someone knock my out..lolMary

Today was a great day; I slept in until about 11:30am. All the thoughts that went though my mind last night have left. I heard form my Brother, he call right after I woke him, I did tell me he cares...

The things that are going though my mind, I can't do this any more. I can't stand being alone anymore, I hate the lonelyness, not having anyone to talk to. I don't know what life is going to bring...

Today was a bad day, I went back to work after a couple of days off, I called in Monday and I had yesterday off. I know I was still not up to it, by I need to make a living also I dont want my work...

good morning all, I'm feeling much better, Just so tired though, I don't want to go to work to day, but I need to, I missed Monday, That day was horrable.I did have a alitte bit of energery to talke...

It is 4am; I had a hard time falling asleep. I slept for about 1 hour, when I woke up I was just in sweat and my head & throat are killing me. I can not get back to sleep, I also fill like throwing...

My weekend went well; Im still feeling well, I still pray all the time that I dont get sick.I worked all weekend, and that went good. I Worked 10 hours on Saturday & 9 on Sunday.I did end up calling...

Lets see, I guess I have been doing pretty well, with my health, just a little depressed because of my son. Im so tiered of him making a mess in my house and not cleaning up after him self, he will...

Another one my boss sent me. Enjoy.Television commercials A fifth grade teacher in a Christian school asked her class to look at TV commercials and see if they could use them in some way to...

The last 4 days have been pretty good, work has been good & I have not been depressed. At work they told us that we have to do about 12 packets for basic training for supervisors, I already have 4 of...

Talk about getting extra money, right. Remember my journal from yesterday; well that refund money just went for a new T.V. Can you believe that? My T.V blew its cork this morning when my son was...

You now when you get emails and you can save them, I had saved this email from my daughter because we had a fight over me going out and getting drunk back in December, when I started feeling better...

Good afternoon, I had another good night sleep, and slept until about 10am, I needed it I feel good at that point.Let me tell you I have always believed in god my hold life and I do understand things...

Lets see, I had a overall good day today. I slept good again last night. I did wake up a bunch, but could fall back right to sleep. Work went good, we fired an other staff member so I really need to...

I let people know that I want to write my brother, so I did I would like to share it with you all, I hope I don't sound to harsh.Dear Helmut,This is hard for me to write, but I need to get it out of...