My weekend went well; Im still feeling well, I still pray all the time that I dont get sick.
I worked all weekend, and that went good. I Worked 10 hours on Saturday & 9 on Sunday.
I did end up calling the man that gave me HIV again to see what was going on, he told me he did not know if he was going tomorrow to get his diagnose, because he has his son. I did tell him again it was ok, I do want to know but then again I dont as always.
When Im at work I dont think about me having HIV, then when Im home it comes back but not everyday. Im trying to be strong.
I was going to take my son out for dinner tonight for his 15th b-day and when I called he already ate. (He did know I was going to do this but forgot) so we ended up going to have some wing at the corner pub because he like them.
When I got home I called a friend from work, because I need some support to stop drinking, as she had told me I need to start thinking about me, so I decided to go try AA. I am going to start some meeting with her. She is the only person from work that I can trust what I am going though. She inspires me, I have heard and seen some of what she has been though, I trust her with all my heart.
I guess Im off to bed now. Everyone have a great night.
Love Mary
I worked all weekend, and that went good. I Worked 10 hours on Saturday & 9 on Sunday.
I did end up calling the man that gave me HIV again to see what was going on, he told me he did not know if he was going tomorrow to get his diagnose, because he has his son. I did tell him again it was ok, I do want to know but then again I dont as always.
When Im at work I dont think about me having HIV, then when Im home it comes back but not everyday. Im trying to be strong.
I was going to take my son out for dinner tonight for his 15th b-day and when I called he already ate. (He did know I was going to do this but forgot) so we ended up going to have some wing at the corner pub because he like them.
When I got home I called a friend from work, because I need some support to stop drinking, as she had told me I need to start thinking about me, so I decided to go try AA. I am going to start some meeting with her. She is the only person from work that I can trust what I am going though. She inspires me, I have heard and seen some of what she has been though, I trust her with all my heart.
I guess Im off to bed now. Everyone have a great night.
Love Mary
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It good to have a friend like that to help support you...It helps a lot more than what I think we realize, remember though, this time is about you, take care of yourself, it;s all for the good....