missmary

Hi all, it is 11:18pm Friday night. I am so alone, I have called, I don't know how many people that I know. I left messages all night to all these people. I feel like that they want nothing to do...

Hello everyone, I got over feeling sorry for myself Friday night; no I did not drink myself to a stupor.I would like to thank Tracey for making my weekend at work a good one, thanks for the talk. I...

I would like to wish every mother a Happy Mothers Day. May your day be filled with joy and happiness.Mary

It has been awhile since I wrote, I have been very busy.Yes, Im all settled in my home.I have been working a lot went to a supervisor training course for three days I really enjoyed that. We had to...

Hi all,I'm back,My move is all done everything is in place and I love my furniture. My body feels like a bull dozer ran over it, I hope the soreness goes away fast.If I did not have the last five...

Update on my move.All I have left is to scub my floor on my hands and knees, I tell you it is will be the last time I do that. I have bad kness and should not do it, but it is really bad. Then I have...

Hi all, just a short note to say thanks for the hug and flowers on my move. The move went ok, I did need to buy new furniture, my stuff was to wide to get in, i was so sad, It was only 3 years old....

Hi all, I just got my keys to the place I'm moving, wish I could take my bud skip with me. Well, I have the next five days off lets see if I can get down with putting all my stuff away, I will be...

I forgot to tell you, I did call my main doctor and he put me on Effexor 75 mg. I do hope this works for the depreesion.And does anyone no what the other number is in my last journal.Have a good night

Ok, What a shit a** day.My depression has kicked in full force; I was crying most of the morning and just wanted to cry all day. I know that right now Im not myself I cant handle anything anymore. I...

I have so much to get off my chest right now that i can't. All I can say is that my son hates me. and I don't know how to expalne it.

I had a good day off of work; I wanted to sleep all day but couldnt. I did lie around in bed until I had my blood take 6 vials, I hate waiting a week to find out my numbers.Then I met all my kids and...

I receice this in a email, I liked it thought I would share.>Of all the friends, even family, I've ever met,>You're the one I won't forget.>And if I die>Before you do>I'll go to heaven>And wait for...

Oh man, what a day a long day at work 12 hours, too many thing going on there, Im glad that I have tomorrow off. I wont bore you with the details.The last few days have been feeling pretty good; I...

Good evening all, I think I might have figured out why I have been so crazy lately. It might be my depression meds. I guess when I go to my infection disease doctor, I will have to bring it up I...